To the man in my life;

"Pa,..I'm sorry for not being able to make it back for Father's Day, even more sorry that I didn't even put an effort to go back home more often, I promise that I will try harder and I won't disappoint you and mum for all the effort, support and encouragement.

I know I do not know how to communicate with you at times, but it hurts me a lot to see you sitting there,alone, isolated from all of us, staring at the space aimlessly, I couldn't tell what you are thinking, I could've only guess what you are thinking, I feel so hopeless and useless at times thus I pretend, I pretend that you've never change,you are still my same old pa.

But no matter what happen to you, however ways you have change, you are still my soft spoken pa who will shield and protect me from ma's canning, who play the middle person whenever ma and I gave each other silent treatment, who gives me financial assistant whenever I needed them. You never once question my ability even when I've failed you.

Lastly I would like to wish you 'Happy Father's Day and I love you Pa.."