My Nest

On thursday night, I have came to the decision, to permanently STOP shopping at least until March 2006. March 2006-resume shopping activity, in fact I can shop for all the clothes,shoes,heels,bags, accecorries for next next year use cos I am going Bangkok then. Shop til I drop!=)

Back to my thursday night, the reason on why I need to heed from my crazy buying spree, picture this;

Open my 2doors wardrobe, dug out piles of skirts and new tops from the bottom of my wardrobe alongside with my pairs of boots, bags,bedsheets,blankets and some undiscovered old tops.

Dropped them all on the floor, decided to hang them up nicely,arranged according to colour, I have approximately 70hangers I think, 45+ I am using, 15 is for laundry, whatsoever left would be utilised for my new stuff but..the hanging rack is already overloaded and there's no more space for me to hang anymore new hangers let alone clothes.

Ended up I shoved most of my new skirts and pants and denim into my drawer which meant only for old clothes,scarves, caps,shorts, towels and tees. They have to share somehow, as the wardrobe had already reached it's bursting point.

I have to cautiously,slowly open the wardrobe door, one by one, or else the clothes tumble out of the wardrobe and onto me, without much space behind to run for my life, and I will be suffocate to death as I can't escape, something tells me that, seeing my boyfriend practically put his face next to the tv, I bet he won't even notice his petite girlfriend,me, is being buried alive by clothes avalanche.

Decision made - stop shopping for a while until I cleared off my junk and my medium-size nest seemed a bit, a bit nia la..cluttered and is definitely running out of space for my junks.


wow..even blogspot refused to upload pics from my nest, it's that clutter meh? Guess ya all have to use your imagination for a while til I can get some shots of my nest.

tsk..tsk..de-clutter..de-clutter..

Resolutions II

note for myself;

16) I swear I am not going to swear/cursed/show any international sign at anyone who I think is driving like a moron even when I am stuck in the blardy traffic jam, take note, even when the bugger in front is crawling at the speed of a retarded snail when there's no car in front of him/her. I SWEAR ala girl scout style.

Did I just swear?coughs*

Seriously Obsessed

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I am in dire need of help. I am so obsessed. This time is different from my past obsession of stila, potrait photos, tattoos, haircuts and the list goes on. This time I went nuts over..

Airasia free air tickets and..

I can't stop clicking to their webpage and my heart skipped a beat everytime I saw air ticket price stated RM0.00.

Yeah..yeah I know I am such a cheapskate, but seriously, at my age, unless you are lucky enough to strike lottery, to be able to afford to go to 2 other different countries in a year? provided you must be an ardent fans of Magnum or Sports Toto or unless daddy is some wealthy tycoon, which I am neither. So I can't afford it, that's why I love Airasia because I am a cheapo and Airasia is the best! Indeed I am bootlicking them now cos I am so obsess with their current-soon-to-be-over promotion.

I managed to book tickets for RM193 both ways to Macau in August and to Bangkok in March for RM143 both ways. What a deal right? Wohoo I am so over the moon. Too bad Airasia don't fly from KL to Singapore.

Okay enough drooling, you can all now turn green like Hulk and crush me under your toes but I still got the FREE AIRTICKETS.haha.

Wandering Soul..
( nothing interesting to blog about, so i am just going to babble nonsense so get out before you get caught in my web of nagging..)

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Wore a new pair of heels to work today, had enough of the pair of brown heels that I've worn for a year to work, they are worn and smelly. I want to appear professional or at least, try. But the new heels is killing me, they are like 3inch tall, the tallest I've wore before, and fucking strap is killing my fat toes and they look like overfilled dumpling overflowing out in the wrong direction.ugly. Thank god I have not throw out the old ones.

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This particular killer heels held a history on it's own. It was the last present from my ex-boyfriend before I broke up with him. Anyway this brings me to, the taboo about giving your boyfriend/girlfriend a pair of shoes as this means you are asking them to go away according to chinese belief. Not like I believe anyway, I think is just a coincidence. Maybe I should try buying a pair of cheap bata slippers for my current bf and see if the taboo works =)

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Had my appraisal this morning, I dress like a mismatch pair of shocks today, ugly beige pants and brown turtleneck and a light purple sweater. I am colour blind, like totally. This reminded me to not ever ever buy any pants or anything that resembled pants from MNG, damn beige pants, I look so cool in it initially until it started to get out of shape on me after a few wash. Shit I paid for a freaking 199bucks for a pair of vegetable? and I only get to wear it like what? not more than 10times. Not worth the price if you ask me, I would have not been so pissed off if I have bought the pants from night market and they won't be so expensive.damn.

back to my appraisal, yeah, had it this morning.Before I went in, I have a little conversation via msn with my supervisor (he's appraising me);

"can do the appraisal here?"
"??"
"you said nonit to go in what!"
"go in la..like that C(our manager) will ask one.."
"nonit la..tell her, we high tech ppl.."
"....." (some fainting sound next to my cubicle)

Oh..by the way, I told my supervisor I want more increment and guess what he told me..

"Yeah, I told C I want more increment too."

Boh lat...-_-"

The Wishlist and the Resolution

I am freaking gonna blog about my new year resolutions and well my wishlist;)

Wishlist;
this is going to be about material needs, to put it in a simpler perspective, things I WANT;

1) PDA; mostly because i am addicted to email and reading blogs, while i can play games whilst waiting for some unpunctual/irresponsible jerk/bitch (usually clients,retarded designer who wants to save phone credit and architects) while appear totally professional.

2) Tiffany Necklace or Bracelet/Bangle; I have been pinning after the elsa perreti design for years but I cant afford it. I can still dream can't I?

3) Kenneth Cole/DKNY/Guess Watch; this was my resolution from last year and well I haven't had the time to get it, thorough research has been done, price ranges are about the same, I swear i am going to get it done this year. Swear!

4) Viktor & Rolf/Rayban shades; both are costly but freaking godamn nice design, suits my face frame to perfection though I need to check out at their outlets, get the code and check out the price with friends who's working in England Optical, they can get it way much more cheaper than retail price, conclusion, tons of work to do, that's why it has been dragged from 2005 resolution to 2006. I am just too lazy.

5) Streamyx; I am going to sign up for streamyx next year and I do not care what my landlord is going to say. I need internet!

cont'ue (more on personal stuff now)
The Resolutions;

6) Shut up; forget socialising especially with morons and i am not even going to pretend to like them.I am not making small talk and pretend to socialise when I think majority of them are social disaster so I shall shut up and pretend to be dumb half of the time and smile politely always.

7) Keep in touch; with friends more, they are the key to my sanity.

8) Bitch; attend more parties and bitch the whole freaking night about someone else's disaster-ish make-up/outfit/dancing/whatsoever. Bitching is a good freaking rememdy for me just like whinning is to Eminem.

9) Drunk; get myself pissed drunk, but of course with someone I trust enough to drag me by my hair home and not ended up getting myself rape. I want to know the feeling of getting pissed drunk and the humongous hangover the next day, while I am still young and still can afford to damage a minor part of my liver.

10) Exercise; flabby arms, flabby thighs. I need to exercise and stop hibernating every sunday. California Fitness here I come!

11) Tongue Piercing/Tattoo; either one would be fine with me. Been thinking about tattoo for a while, maybe a nice dragon fly design. To tattoo or to pierce?

12) Save; no more credit cards for me, not going to shop until after my August trip, I will shop my ass off in August thus I will have to save monies for that. Long term saving for future investment. A house.

13) Appearance; been slacking off in taking care of my appearance and they are showing me multiple signs of that, age spots/pimples and oil enough to fry an egg, enough is enough, got to take good care of my skin or else I will need plastic surgery later which is going to cost a bomb. Need to invest a little in office apparel as well, been donning myself in the same pants/bag/shoes for a year. Small make over=spend less.

14) Job; might consider finding switching job, a change of environment, I want to learn more instead of being stuck in the rut and be bored with this company, is not challenging enough and is going nowhere. Will reconsider after evaluating their future proposal for next year, in year end meeting.

15) Control; this one will sound kinda of lame but still, I insist; shall try to be in control of my mood swings especially when I know I am about to sink into bouts of depression(which occurs at least once a month), feelings are uncontrollable but I insist on putting a brave front anyway.haha.

Cant think of any, anymore, shall focus on my drawings now, thus the list shall be continued..

Top 3 Partial Retard of 2005

A simple dedication to all the moron of 2005. I even created a name for all these special individual..

'partial retard', simply means, these morons are by all means not entirely stupid, just part of their brain is basically fried or torched under the scorching sun for too long to function properly. See, partial brain malfunction thus they only have half a brain to utilise resulting them to be lack of common sense and IQ.

the list in no particular order;

Kancil WEU 193 owner - the 'partial retard driver' who cant even swing his damn ever so 'big' kancil into a humongous parking lot properly, unfortunately, my baby was parked next to this lot he was attempting to park into with his 'kopi-o' lincense, guess what this retard did? he bang into my car, hitting the right side fender squarely, and guess what did he do? he just parked his car into the parking lot leaving his car ever so ugly silver paint on my baby with a huge dent in front of his car where he hit into my baby with, maybe he thinks I am blind like him.You tell me, he's just stupid or what?

Mr. Y - the 'IQ & EQ partial retard', a fellow contractor I have closely liase with, as a result, I have to deal with his algae height IQ and his hyena like laughther, at his own jokes (no one else find it funny except him, himself, get it?)

This 'tard' actually thought that HIV could be transmitted through teeth, teeth?....? the fact that, HIV could only be contracted through wounds, injuries, in other word, anything that involves blood and sexual contact and i told him that I have not heard the latest discovery of HIV bacteria living on enamel yet, and you know what he said to save his embarassment?

" our gums could bleed when you are kissing.."

obviously this tard has very little experience of snogging anyone, what are the odds of while you are kissing someone then your gums bleed?..? he makes snogging sounds like 'attacking each other gums'. What an intellectual.

Ms. L - the 'pretentious retard', this tard will tell anyone who listens that she has a Master in The Retard School, she happens to be an admin manager in my company and her responsibility is to ensure no one in the company uses more than 1piece of toilet paper per entry to the toilet.

Menial tasks for someone with a master. Happens to be a mix of Spanish or something with chinese thus have a name that sounds like 'ginjal' to me and walks like a hunch back penguin all the time. Imagine the hunchback of notre dome with a penquin for face, nice ain't it?

Once our OBM system was infected with virus, the whole system was screwed, messing up with every data available, 'p tard' instructed our pc genius to block everyone's internet except for hers of course and those of higher ranks, naturally mine got blocked as well, well her reason, to prevent the virus from making a comeback.

Of course, I made a big hassle out of it, then my GM of higher ranking instructed 'p tard' to unblock my internet traffic as I need internet to communicate with customers (email) and of course to do research (whereas could you do a good thorough research?)

Of which she did, unwillingly on the same day of my discovery and when the box for the her to type in the password popped up, guess what she did? right hand typing the password, she used her left hand to cover the pc screen, COVER THE COMPUTER SCREEN? WTF...i...speechless* ...

p/s : miss p tard, i don't think Bill Gates is that stupid when he created Microsoft.

By the way, i think her brain was infected by trojan viruses as well when the last attack occured..

These are the top 3 champs for 2005, of course the are consolation prize as well, thus the list shall be continued..

Family..

yesterday,while in the office, my mum rang me up early in the morning, 11am, too early for my mum, for those who knows her, her wake up time is 12.00pm thus 11am is early, i wonder what's the important issue..

me : yes?

mum: aiyoh, you know, your little bro forged your dad's signature and wrote a letter to the college and said that he wants to quit college.."

me : ....speechless for a moment*..WHAT??????

mum: and i just received a letter from the college..a warning letter, he will be barred from exam if he really wants to drop out.

me : WHY THE HELL DID HE DO THAT FOR?

mum: he said he cant cope and he wants to consider other courses.

me : LIKE WHAT? THEN WHY THE HELL HE ASKED FOR A NEW COMPUTER FOR? FOR HOMEWORK? MY ASS!!!..(i actually blurted out that part..seriously)

mum: haiya that's why we need you to talk to him about la, see what his interest really is,we don't want to force him but neither does we want him to discontinue studying. Is for his future sake..

me : seriously ma..what makes you think he will listen to me?

mum: ...talk to him, okay..i am getting headache from all of this..yadda yadda yadda..

me : okay..i will see how.

i feel bad after mum hung up, feel guilty when she told me she couldn't sleep because of this matter, guilty and depressed, but i know my parents feel 1000times more worse.

i did not ring up my brother about this matter straightaway as i was raving mad at that moment, with so much cursing and swearing, i could have string all the words into a new song for Eminem to whine about. Instead i diligently focused on finishing up some drawings and chatted on msn about this problem with a good pal, he gave me some good pointers on how to broach the subject properly, the main point is..

" let your brother knows that you and your family cares about him, it means a lot"

i stopped my eminem rap for a moment, i was stunned and touched by what he said. Then it finally downed me that, not all the big sister talk means shouting and yelling at my brother just because i think he's irresponsible, sometimes a caring gesture meant a lot and i should really listen instead of shooting out angry comments with a know-it-all-attitude.

and you know what, til now i still haven't had the guts to call my brother as i am still wondering myself how to bring up the matter with him gently. In the mean time, i will just get him a good present for his 18th birthday which is looming nearer, will brooch this sensitive issue only after his birthday,i do not want him to feel bad on his birthday. wish me luck=)

p/s: dearest pal, thanks million for the great advices.

First day blues..can't seems to figure out how blogspot works though it has been years since it was set up..or so..i think,shall find some magic solution (courtesy to harry potter), anyone with Blogapumpkinjuice whatever..i am not good at creating potion names anyway.

how do i figure it out?
well..after clicking on every single buttons imaginable, begged a friend in msn for help, okay,no reply..nice,they all left me to struggle and die alone with blogspot, thanks a lot, i shall yell at her till my head comes off the next time i see her, finally, the webpage willingly or should i say,magically,at last..come up with this page,at last!at last!

Having to write for the 1st day, being in my sleep deprived condition, basically, my brain has already malfunction hours ago, so i cant think right or even walk straight,let alone write, but I have tons in my mind to blog about..
the first thing that flash across my mind..

Hong Kong Trip

Will blog about it when I am awake when the caffeine starts to kick in, now it seems they are just a puddle of acidic h20 swimming in my stomach, creating ulcers, okay shall babble no more and grab my strawberry pie..