Man, I am getting old. Went partying last weekend, after a couple of hours dancing on my 3-inch baby, I got leg cramps and I felt nauseous after a couple of chivas AND the club was not even great.

Lately I have been thinking about going full-time into freelancing. I am not too sure about the money but at least I would get to choose my own job without having to take shits fr. everyone.

I have been thinking about quiting this one-man show company. I had enough. Enough of going through piles and piles of drawings on my own. No one could help. Enough of running around trying to fit in meetings, site supervision, correspondences and drawings into a one day schedule. There's only a certain amount of things I can do and it is stretching it really really thin.

Whatever happen to that fun carefree bitch?

I went shopping. During working hours.
I splurged on a new white 300bucks tote in 5minutes.
I almost wanna grab the gold coloured strappy heels that I have been eyeing on sometime.
I think that the new green floaty dress fr. Warehouse looks delicious.
I almost walk into G2000 when I saw the crispy white linen blouse with puffy sleeve.

It happen in between meetings.
I can't be left alone in a shopping complex unsupervised.
And I am supposed to be meeting D.C for some serious watch-hunting tonight in Midvalley.

God only knows how much damage that could cost . .-_-

Is 8.00o'clock, a day after Valentine's and CNY in another 2days and I am still stuck in my messy office cubicle while everyone is partying til chinese new year.

damn $!$%^&^&^$%&!@#!!!!!!!

shit, why do they always always have to do this to me>? why before chinese new year? All my head is throbbing now and I am supposed to pick D.C up in 5minutes to run some errand and of all days the 3D rendering has to render at the speed of a VERY VERY OLD SNAIL. 35surfaces and 15minutes for 1surface, when the hell is it going to finish raytracing?? when?? WHY NOW?

god and all the pressure about the company profit on me. all the heavy hints. shit. fine. 5minutes is up, I am out of the office.. adios!