mahai.. I just noticed I made STUPID mistakes on my resume.
Mahai damn kau stupid some more okay. Bang head on the keyboard *sbtrt<)^je%hue* No wonder la no calls, if I am the HR also I wont bother, most prolly I will go like "Eh apa ni?bodohnya~" (assuming I am a Malay HR woman)

On a slightly teeny brighter note, I shall be glad I never pass out my resume to my friends like damn pro.If they are to read it, they will most probably like "aiyoh..her engrish not very powder oso.." men-siasui-kan only

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Another smart move of mine, was nicely filling in some online motherfucking-humongous-panjang-gila-babi forms only until almost-nearly-just about the END of the form then only I realised . . .mahai I forgot to check my passport number which was required, which I already made mental note to-remember-to check yesterday. And the deadline is tomorrow *Bang head on the keyboard again *sbtrt<)^je%hue

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On a sour note, The Great One Above haven't answer my prayers yet, well, not all anyway. Maybe He answered only a quarter of it only. Compare 100 to 1000, damn alot of difference okay? Maybe He got all the numbers jumble up. maybe i got too many request, He mixed them up. So.. when is He going to straigthen up His mess up paperwork??

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Went through dc's email, he asked me to clear his inbox for him, anyway there's tons millions of spam mail, then there was this caption that caught my attention "HEY GIRL"

I opened the spam mail, and click reply without going through the content, maybe selling viagra or something, who cares? and I wrote " HHAHAHAHHAA you obviously can't read english, judging from the user's name, can't you tell is SO SO SO OBVIOUS that it belongs to a MAN?"

Is so obvious from Dc's email that the email belongs to a guy. john111@yahoo.com( this is just an example by the way), isn't it damn obvious? and you greet them with "hey girl??????" bodoh-nya~

Oh by the way, I having PMS so super-bitchy today. Don't blame me, blame it on the PMS.

Drag meself home at 4.00am after lofting around in zouk, washed down a (extremely bad,sucky) house wine, lychee martini and mineral water, all free wohoo.

zouk. well. I dont like it, there's too many kiddoes jumping around and they are freaking scary dancer man, can kill anyone within 1m radius. Tash, I had a great time making fun of them with YOU.LOL.

And for those lil buggers who have been trying to rub our ass with their dick-that-have-erectile-dysfunctional-problem. Fuck off, we were just having fun, plus with your type of dancing and face, seriously dudette, don't make me laugh until my szechuan-noodle dinner oozes out from my nose,that's why you deserve the my mighty heel stamping on your faux leather shoes. Man I am evil, I am bad..

We encountered some really natural(disaster) dancers naturally, they are so well balanced that they can dance with this unique (note; weird) way by slanting their half of the body in front, with that some more can swing the arms like 'sotong kurita' waving for their baits,talk about perfect balancing.

At 4.35am, still lolling around the bed, can't believe I was actually perfectly somber and darn awake. at that hour? damn you lousy wine, totally not working.

6.30am, can barely drag myself off the bed, i had to subject to, rolling off the bed, easier that way, afterall i still can't afford a bedframe. Crawl to work at the speed of a giant slug and hope I don't run over any furry animals on my way to work. So sorry to those who wants to run their BMW over me this morning.

Hey what do you expect from a girl who is driving with eyes that are only partially open?

My mood certainly fluctuate faster than the KLSE second board margin.

Why ?one might ask, I can't really pinpoint the main cause or whatever dark cloud that is looming around in my head.

Another question to my sanity.

I find it odd when majority of the human civilisation found moi a strong and tough person. What the fuck? Strong?Tough?

I am not.

I am sensitive flower. bo hoohoo

Just like yesterday, was chatting with dc's friend whom I met a couple of times. As nearing the end of the conversation, he went,
"Sue(weird, he 's the only one who called and remember me by my middle name) you are such a tough girl, you seem to know clearly what you want in life."

I went like ??-_-? WTH? I do not know what I want in life okay? One moment I want to be designer, the next I want to be a lawyer and after I chuck myself on the head,for not taking accounts as I love numbers( translate"I love money")

Now I want to be in the America Next Top Model can?? I want to shave my legs and show my boobies on the national tv, then you all can play connect the mole with my body, can? ?
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I am not tough, no, I hurt too. Don't you fucking think that I am the female Arnold Schwarzenegger in Robotcop, I ain't make of no steel, I bleed too.

By the way, I found this;

Your Japanese Name Is...

Aiko Imaidegawa

What's" your Japanese Name?

AIKO IMAIDEGAWA X), nice~

Watashi-wa Aiko-san. =P

Anata-no tomodochi-o shokai shite?

(See how fast my mood changes within seconds. Damn siow, I scarring myself even)

Faxed over, called up the friend who introduced the job to me, whined for a good 5minutes over the phone with him. Worse part, he actually agreed that the total amount is a bit hefty for a 2000sqft project.

After twiddling thumbs for a good 3hours, the director himself gave me a call and told me when is the board meeting and when I can expect the decision. 2weeks. Fair enough, at least I wont have to twiddle thumbs for the rest of the couple of days. relief*

Thank god for some people have courtesy. Ya know what I mean, like those interview, where they so know you are not going to make to the cut and yet they-so-do-not-want-to-hurt-your-feelings, by telling you to wait for their calls. Leaving you twiddling thumbs for the rest of the couple of days waiting, longing for their call and yet, they never call. You end up dissapointed and feeling like a damn loser-ish. I would have prefer you to cut the chase and give me the blunder.

Okay back to the topic, I am just so glad they called. Make it freaking Glad. Judging from the call, at least, you know they do treat your design seriously and they do respect you as a designer. Makes you feel like damn powder man!=P

I was informed by a friend that, for my recent presentation for a project, mine was one of the 2 shorlisted. super duper ecstatic.

However tht leaves me preparing for the detailed quotation for the whole weekend, it sums up to a six-figure amount. I am not that ecstatic anymore. Being particular about the details and finishing, I have a penchant for expensive finishes which looks fabulous but cost a bomb which most of the even major corporation wouldn't want to choke up that type of money for it.

I do not want to loose the deal, being so near and close within my grasp, I really do not want to loose it right now. Yet being stubborn as a mule, neither do I want to compromise on the finishing and materials. Plus being unsure of who I am up against, another point against me.

If i get this deal, I can shake leg from home, make-up-less in my shorts with my unshaved legs. :p Please please let me nail it, pleaseeee. this is my 1st time begging you. please do not desert me right now.

Cash or fushion buffet dinner? cash or fresh sashimi & oyster??
I can't have everything, can't I?

Darn is my b'day, YOU should have plan everything instead of fucking ask me.
Just give me some moolah so that I can get myself a bottle of vodka. That will knock me out for a good couple of hours...

OMG OMFG, hallelujah, my deadline is postponed to next monday instead of tomorrow, my client called citing that he and his board of directors are not free to layan me tomorrow, teheehee.

I wanna dance around the company.Instead of handing in some lacklustre, halfway done design, I have more time to develop the whole concept, and hey is not even my fault. Wohoo.

01-02-03-04-05-06

By the way, the newspaper has been making a big hoo ha about the once-in-a-century 01-02-03-04-05-06 phenomena and the day is MY BIRTHDAY tehee.

Anyway,they asked some astrologer? to foresee the fortune for the baby that is born on that day and time and they cited something about the baby is going to be ATTRACTIVE,SMART and WEALTHY.

ATTRACTIVE,SMART and WEALTHY?

Hey I was born on the same day, okay the timing was a bit off, whatever happen to my ATTRACTIVE,SMART and WEALTHY? ?darn should have crawl out earlier, then maybe now I will be clad in Chloe from head to toe with my manolos and fendi tote and I will be shower with love and admiration just because I was born with ever-so phenomenal-in-sequence birthtime and date. boh0o.