2 Months Too Later

Wednesday 22.2.2006

Had a nice small gathering in One Utama, left at about 11.30, only to find many exits had been locked. Had to trot all around One Utama blardy humongous carpark to find for my car, as yours truly and her passenger couldn't really make out the ways in the carpark, played hide and seek with my baby for 1bloody hour.

Thank god for all my pals, and their ever-so macho (only this time!!) Kean Aik and Dylon, or else i think we would have to camp overnight there. Stupid damn carpark, do until so fucking big for what?#!?$@^#

Friday 24.2.2006

Make my way to BarLola (isit?), tucked next behind Beach Club, away from all the hyper-active, i-am-very-happening- kids in Sultan Ismail area, meet up with some pals to grab some drinks and a game of pool. The long island tea is darn nice there. Can't play pool, according to von- inappropriate dressing, stupid stupid me.

26.4.2006

Just re-discover this unpost piece, as one can guess, i couldn't recall what is there exactly to continue about. Is like 2months too late.. well i guess i would just leave it hanging halfway like that . . sigh*

What wakes me up. .

My chaffeur was strolling my baby into the open space carpark this morning, while I was 30% awake with one quarter of my eyes open when I caught a glimpse of a old lady in yellow. .

OMIGOD. TITS. TRANSPARENT. EH..OMIGOD OMIGOD..DID I JUST SAW HER PUBIC..ERM.HAIR?? 0_o"

" OMIGOD, dear I saw her tits" (JERK MYSELF RIGHT UP. stare stare macam jakun)
" where where who?" (turn frantically XD)
" there the aunty in yellow" (point point STARE HARDER)
" kennot see la."
" faster park the car, and catch up with her on your feet and stare at her tits, MY GOD she's transparent. Eh I think she just came from the market man, siow man."

THAT woke me up like TOTALLY. Tits sighting beats the alarm clock anytime man XD. Sagging tits some more. =P

Shit Happens II

It exploded and hit the fan and blew all over KL.

Whatever happened though is in the past, it has tremendously shattered my confidence, my communication skills and everything into a layer of dust. Heck even my driving skills deteriorate.

It will be actually much too soon to ask me to regain my composure like right now and actually picked my bloody dust. Fucking hard.

I am scared and worried, boyfriend could have guess I am worried through my pretend-to-be-happy facade. Yet not knowing how to ask me, he instead proceed with 'sensitive' questions which actually further hurt my feelings and provoked my anger.

I lashed out at him. Then he told me, " I am worried that you might be sad and worried about the whole thing," to which I nodded my head confirming his worries, feeling fleetings between moved and guilt.

But I guess there's nothing I/He can do except to stand by me and telling me to get back to myself. I will try, I will. Just spare me sometime and wish me heaps of good luck.

Shit Happens

I want to cry.

There's nothing much I can do except to find for other better option. Is not the end of the world.

Though it bloody fucking sucks.

To the damn 'gold finger@ backstabber', I HOPE YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA cos I FUCKING DO. I want to curse you to eternal hell along with the 2nd & 3rd fucking generation but I WON'T. Like I said, I believe in karma.

Shit I WANT TO AND I NEED TO CRY, damn it. damn it.

I can't do it even when I am alone thus I am feeling tad a bit sensitive right now but I still can't bring myself to. bloody birdshit.

St. Valentine Freaky Part 2

this is what I got for my Valentine's Day o_0, damn ironic right?

Just when I have been bitching about it and I ended up with a handful of them. Blardy not funny at all.

Initially I thought;

1) A PRANK

2) SEND IT TO THE WRONG PERSON

3) FROM MY DIRTY CAT aka my boyfriend ( follow a BIG DUH!)

4) erm. . well. . possibility. . secret admirer?

and then I realised,

1) This prank is blardy expensive, to play a prank on me when the day the flowers is gonna to cost one a leg and an arm. You got all your dates mixed up? Is not april fool's yet leh.

2) To send it to the wrong person 3 times? The florists are screw up, so is your plan to woo the other girl. Anyway just a question, TOO MUCH MONEY AR?

3) DC aka bf, but 3 different bouquets from 2 florist, I don't think my bf is THAT free or creative and I must say 'impractical', checked, interrogated and verified with him. Highly doubt is from him.

4) oh well..

I haven't got a clue. No one I know has either.

No one has come forth to put their name on it yet. -_-"

Alas, I must have known this person quite well as she/he/they knows/know that

• I do not like pink flowers
• I like orange gerbera and only orange rose
  

Anyway all I have to say is,

"Hey babe,thanks a million, next time a cheque will do okay?" =P

p/s: Dc is not going to be happy about this.

St. Valentine

Ok let me enlighten you all about my theory of Vday from a GIRL'S perception before you got your blood and brain sucked out by all this Vday hype. Okay la is only MY point of view but most of my friends/girls do agree with me though.

Flowers especially rose is only 50cents per stalk on normal days even chin ming okay, and on this VDAY price is gonna hiked up to 10bucks per-stalk and if YOU still insist on getting this damn thing that will wither and die, I pity your boyfriend and those guys out there who just help cameron highland to grow another thousand hectre of rose bushes by donating half of their salary.

So you got the point, I am not really into flowers especially on Vday as I do not see the point of getting yourself cut throat by florist.

No teddy bears either cos is going to be display in some hidden corner and melt into a puddle of dust

But chocolates is acceptable, edible stuff especially when I get my period and I crave for something super uber sweet. Apart from those days, they are gonna be tuck into the fridge, frozen and turn into a chocolate ice cube until someone discover them.

Obviously someONE forgot to consider majority of GIRLS and my opinion and sent a whole damn christmas/rose tree to my colleague.

I mean guys please do your homework 1st before blindingly trying to surprise her, well she doesn't appear to be happy or SURPRISE about the whole blardy tree.

However the tree is still worth to be check out man, it cost a freaking thousand plus. . . I saw money. . all over the baybeh..mmm..

* 5'' 1' rose tree



















* Up close and personal



















* Look what's in the bamboo basket














* Roses enough to last a lifetime



















*and there's more. . . $$$ sign. .



















o_O

He can now carved his name on a quarter of Cameron Highland.

By now every single girl WOULD HAVE melted in an ocean of jealousy, rose tree, dried sticks and all.

I wonder how much this fella spent? Let's see how he fare in his effort. .

A- effort
A- generousity
F- practicality
F- smartness
F- brain/IQ/and whatever that's left . .

I give him an E overall, and triple F for practicality cos my colleague could not even log it back home. It ended up decorating the office without anyone to appreciate it on Valentine's night. How sad . .

By the way,what fun is there watching the whole freaking rose tree collapse, shrivel up and die?

That's not sweet okay, that's damn sad.

Get her a plastic rose tree next time, at least THAT is lighter to drag back home and THAT will last forever .

I just realised . . .

1) I'd stupidly created 2 url
2) I have posted most of my January's journal in the second url which brings me to
3) I have to choose either one and continue using it and
4) I will have to lose all my journal in the other url and
5) I wanna bang my head onto the keyboard right now
6) damn . . .

Thanks to

Von

for enlightment or else I will continue to separate my 12months journal into a new url every freaking month, by then I will have to bang my head on the keyboard 12times harder. . .