Common Pink Daisy

2009-09-06T05:39:00.000-07:00

Pre-wedding jitters?So I am getting married, note the excitement, har de har, oh hell who am I kidding.I absolutely hate planning and yet I hate to allow other people to plan for me. So no wedding planner for me, not like I can afford one anyway. I want things to be done my way, only my way, mine mine mine mine x thousand million times. Fucking selfish you say? but.it.is.my.wedding.so.fuck.off.I

2009-04-13T19:39:00.000-07:00

Regret and DisappointmentA good friend of mine just gave birth to a healthy beautiful baby girl last week, I remember I gave the tired new mummy a call offering congratulations and asking million of 'girlie' questions, but amidst all the 'girlie' chatter, I remember myself asking about education, lessons i.e music, sports, art classes, insurances etc etc. I felt myself growing older after the

2009-04-09T18:43:00.002-07:00

Am I tired ..It has been an absolutely tiring week, the weekend shopping continue by a 1 night trip to DC's hometown. And I have million of things to do before the photoshoot and being a champion of all procastinator, I have to leave all the things til the last minute.Million of things that I am supposed to do to make myself glowing and 'fresh' for the photoshoot and now I have dark circle,

2009-03-20T05:17:00.000-07:00

Recession, Oh Recession . .Last year hasn't been fantastic for moi, Malaysian in general has not been hit by the recession wave just yet but I think moi is the most affected and the earliest to feel the pinch. And to see the things that you wanted the most was nearly within your grip, missing by milimetres, poof and gone, just like that. Sigh~Anyway, things have yet to improve but I am still

2007-05-27T18:17:00.000-07:00

Man, I am getting old. Went partying last weekend, after a couple of hours dancing on my 3-inch baby, I got leg cramps and I felt nauseous after a couple of chivas AND the club was not even great.Lately I have been thinking about going full-time into freelancing. I am not too sure about the money but at least I would get to choose my own job without having to take shits fr. everyone.I have been

2007-03-07T20:51:00.000-08:00

I went shopping. During working hours. I splurged on a new white 300bucks tote in 5minutes.I almost wanna grab the gold coloured strappy heels that I have been eyeing on sometime.I think that the new green floaty dress fr. Warehouse looks delicious.I almost walk into G2000 when I saw the crispy white linen blouse with puffy sleeve.It happen in between meetings.I can't be left alone in a shopping

2007-02-15T03:53:00.000-08:00

Is 8.00o'clock, a day after Valentine's and CNY in another 2days and I am still stuck in my messy office cubicle while everyone is partying til chinese new year.damn $!$%^&^&^$%&!@#!!!!!!!shit, why do they always always have to do this to me>? why before chinese new year? All my head is throbbing now and I am supposed to pick D.C up in 5minutes to run some errand and of all days the 3D rendering

2006-11-15T17:57:00.000-08:00

I have been feeling underweather since tues, the weather is not helping, the rain right after your scorching sun of the afternoon lunch hour. The trotting around in heels fr dusty sites to fully airconditioned meeting rooms reduced me to a shivering mess since tues.I almost want to pull a sick half day leave yesterday, I know I can't be on MC for full day for the fact I have a few orders that

2006-10-10T01:30:00.000-07:00

Suddenly hit by this crazy urge to shop, to buy, buy and buy. Not good for the dwindling bank account.Everything suddenly look so fab, especially this crazily colourful outdated kimono top. Crazy.And now I am happily planning my holiday(s) for the year end and next year as well. Oh yeah,I told my coll, flying to Paris for 2.5k is cheap.God knows what made me say that, I mean I hardly have much

2006-09-15T22:45:00.000-07:00

Stop repeating the same diatribe again and fucking again, it has been mentioned and I already knew the root of the problems.You are not the 1st one to tell me but STOP repeating. Don't make me yell at you when I am seriously too busy to listen to YOU to go on like merry-go-round. I do not fucking care about what the fucking carpenter said, if you want to listen to him then you better work for

2006-07-14T01:11:00.000-07:00

We are not prepared, are we?" hope is good news, we are all not expecting this, pa's result is coming back tomorrow, whatever it is, I hope is good news cos we are not prepared for it if is bad news."That's what my bro text me a week ago. It saddens me, sending me depressing thoughts. Yes, you are right bro, we never expect, never even give it a single thought or are we all just plainly in denial?

2006-07-06T00:23:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wish time will stand still?Have you ever wish that you will never grow up? daddy and mummy will never grow old . . .for they will always be there to protect you . . .for you will always be their little girl . . .Have you ever wish that you are the one who's suffering instead of them?Have you ever wish that you can take away their pain?Have you ever?...I have..

2006-06-26T01:24:00.000-07:00

Was informed on saturday 7.30pm by sis that dad is hospitalised. I was reeling with shock when I saw the sms.Initially dad is having breathing difficulty due to vocal cord paralysis or paresis (partial paralysis). Dad partial vocal cord has failed him resulting some wheezing sound everytime dad speak. (The vocal cords are two bands of muscle that form a "V" inside the larynx. We use the larynx

2006-06-19T20:59:00.000-07:00

Life's fragile.I cried buckets when I read this;http://xiaodoudou.blogspot.com/2005_12_01_xiaodoudou_archive.html.p/s: My colleague must have thought I went nuts, sobbing in front of the computer screen.heh.

2006-06-18T20:28:00.000-07:00

To the man in my life;"Pa,..I'm sorry for not being able to make it back for Father's Day, even more sorry that I didn't even put an effort to go back home more often, I promise that I will try harder and I won't disappoint you and mum for all the effort, support and encouragement.I know I do not know how to communicate with you at times, but it hurts me a lot to see you sitting there,alone,

2006-06-07T19:56:00.000-07:00

Dear Great One Above,This will be my 1st official letter to you. For the past couple of months you have been ignoring me, thus I've decided to take this whole matter in my own hands and seize this perfect opportunity to write directly to you. I'd begged with puppy dog eyes and all for you to show me your Greatness though I haven't resorted to walk into the lion den screaming your name yet.I give

2006-06-06T19:27:00.000-07:00

Who said anything about 6.6.06 is bad omen? anti christ?Is one of the best day that I've had over the past week okay?First of all, I got a freaking fabulous *ahem haircut and oh-so neat pedicure. I am telling you, the last time I rave on and on about my haircut was donkey years ago and I have not ever since found a good stylist who knows what he's doing with his pair of scissors.Kenny Chiam from

2006-06-04T18:33:00.000-07:00

The Great One above has definitely dumped me..for good. Has been nursing my deflated ego over past weekend. Shall not dwell on that anymore, do not wanna add salt on an open wound.Anyhoo, after an engineering firm rang me up again to offer me a position in their firm. This is like the 2nd time they offered me the same position citing that with my QUALIFICATION?? and (nonexistent) EXPERIENCE is

2006-05-31T21:06:00.000-07:00

mahai.. I just noticed I made STUPID mistakes on my resume.Mahai damn kau stupid some more okay. Bang head on the keyboard *sbtrt<)^je%hue* No wonder la no calls, if I am the HR also I wont bother, most prolly I will go like "Eh apa ni?bodohnya~" (assuming I am a Malay HR woman) On a slightly teeny brighter note, I shall be glad I never pass out my resume to my friends like damn pro.If they are

2006-05-18T20:56:00.000-07:00

Drag meself home at 4.00am after lofting around in zouk, washed down a (extremely bad,sucky) house wine, lychee martini and mineral water, all free wohoo. zouk. well. I dont like it, there's too many kiddoes jumping around and they are freaking scary dancer man, can kill anyone within 1m radius. Tash, I had a great time making fun of them with YOU.LOL. And for those lil buggers who have been

2006-05-15T23:22:00.000-07:00

My mood certainly fluctuate faster than the KLSE second board margin.Why ?one might ask, I can't really pinpoint the main cause or whatever dark cloud that is looming around in my head.Another question to my sanity.I find it odd when majority of the human civilisation found moi a strong and tough person. What the fuck? Strong?Tough?I am not. I am sensitive flower. bo hoohooJust like yesterday,

2006-05-15T01:10:00.000-07:00

Faxed over, called up the friend who introduced the job to me, whined for a good 5minutes over the phone with him. Worse part, he actually agreed that the total amount is a bit hefty for a 2000sqft project.After twiddling thumbs for a good 3hours, the director himself gave me a call and told me when is the board meeting and when I can expect the decision. 2weeks. Fair enough, at least I wont have

2006-05-14T23:40:00.000-07:00

I was informed by a friend that, for my recent presentation for a project, mine was one of the 2 shorlisted. super duper ecstatic.However tht leaves me preparing for the detailed quotation for the whole weekend, it sums up to a six-figure amount. I am not that ecstatic anymore. Being particular about the details and finishing, I have a penchant for expensive finishes which looks fabulous but cost

2006-05-03T19:02:00.000-07:00

Cash or fushion buffet dinner? cash or fresh sashimi & oyster??I can't have everything, can't I? Darn is my b'day, YOU should have plan everything instead of fucking ask me. Just give me some moolah so that I can get myself a bottle of vodka. That will knock me out for a good couple of hours...

2006-05-02T20:06:00.000-07:00

OMG OMFG, hallelujah, my deadline is postponed to next monday instead of tomorrow, my client called citing that he and his board of directors are not free to layan me tomorrow, teheehee. I wanna dance around the company.Instead of handing in some lacklustre, halfway done design, I have more time to develop the whole concept, and hey is not even my fault. Wohoo.01-02-03-04-05-06By the way, the

2006-04-25T19:08:00.000-07:00

Back From MIABeen missing in action for about a month and been missing out on a great deal of stuff. Thanks to the dumb company with the jerk-of-the-year boss for that."We strongly emphasis on communication as I think communication is ver-e-e IMPORTANT." Yeah right, so much on communication, they don't even have proper internet connection, someone pls kick his butt and shove the laptop up on his

2006-02-27T22:07:00.000-08:00

2 Months Too LaterWednesday 22.2.2006Had a nice small gathering in One Utama, left at about 11.30, only to find many exits had been locked. Had to trot all around One Utama blardy humongous carpark to find for my car, as yours truly and her passenger couldn't really make out the ways in the carpark, played hide and seek with my baby for 1bloody hour.Thank god for all my pals, and their ever-so

2006-02-23T18:29:00.000-08:00

What wakes me up. . My chaffeur was strolling my baby into the open space carpark this morning, while I was 30% awake with one quarter of my eyes open when I caught a glimpse of a old lady in yellow. . OMIGOD. TITS. TRANSPARENT. EH..OMIGOD OMIGOD..DID I JUST SAW HER PUBIC..ERM.HAIR?? 0_o"" OMIGOD, dear I saw her tits" (JERK MYSELF RIGHT UP. stare stare macam jakun)" where where who?" (turn

2006-02-20T17:30:00.000-08:00

Shit Happens IIIt exploded and hit the fan and blew all over KL.Whatever happened though is in the past, it has tremendously shattered my confidence, my communication skills and everything into a layer of dust. Heck even my driving skills deteriorate.It will be actually much too soon to ask me to regain my composure like right now and actually picked my bloody dust. Fucking hard.I am scared and

2006-02-19T20:23:00.000-08:00

Shit HappensI want to cry. There's nothing much I can do except to find for other better option. Is not the end of the world.Though it bloody fucking sucks.To the damn 'gold finger@ backstabber', I HOPE YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA cos I FUCKING DO. I want to curse you to eternal hell along with the 2nd & 3rd fucking generation but I WON'T. Like I said, I believe in karma.Shit I WANT TO AND I NEED TO CRY

2006-02-14T22:39:00.000-08:00

St. Valentine Freaky Part 2this is what I got for my Valentine's Day o_0, damn ironic right?Just when I have been bitching about it and I ended up with a handful of them. Blardy not funny at all.Initially I thought;1) A PRANK2) SEND IT TO THE WRONG PERSON3) FROM MY DIRTY CAT aka my boyfriend ( follow a BIG DUH!)4) erm. . well. . possibility. . secret admirer?and then I realised,1) This prank is

2006-02-14T17:19:00.000-08:00

St. ValentineOk let me enlighten you all about my theory of Vday from a GIRL'S perception before you got your blood and brain sucked out by all this Vday hype. Okay la is only MY point of view but most of my friends/girls do agree with me though. Flowers especially rose is only 50cents per stalk on normal days even chin ming okay, and on this VDAY price is gonna hiked up to 10bucks per-stalk and

2006-02-09T16:30:00.000-08:00

I just realised . . .1) I'd stupidly created 2 url2) I have posted most of my January's journal in the second url which brings me to3) I have to choose either one and continue using it and4) I will have to lose all my journal in the other url and5) I wanna bang my head onto the keyboard right now6) damn . . .Thanks toVon for enlightment or else I will continue to separate my 12months journal

2006-01-20T19:03:00.000-08:00

OverloadMy weekend is fully booked,cramped, OVERLOADED. My neck will be permanently stiff and aching, I am getting myself ready for the throbbing headache and tired eyes. I am ready. ready.ready. ready. but..I am not.I am not ready to be shoved with piles of Himalaya-height mountain of projectsto pack my stuff to bring backto shift to my new placefor my upcoming interviewconcept

2006-01-18T23:53:00.000-08:00

Limping aroundAt last, the slab is taken off and is nice to be able to see my pinkies again.wiggle* ouch*ouch* OUCH!!?~Doc advised me not to move around too much and never ever try to even apply any kinda of pressure on my very fragile,tremendously swollen toes.How do I walk then? Believe me, the last entire week of hopping on one feet is not much fun or funny when you are slugging a heavy piece

2006-01-04T22:35:00.000-08:00

Handphone Scenario 1#: 1am, just got back from karaoke-ing. dead tired. Was slowly slipping into slumber land when my handphone rang. I sprang up from the bed thinking maybe it's my colleague. Wrong. is ex bf #1. damn you eatshit @!$@!# Didn't bother to pick up. Felt like giving him a piece of my mind tomorrow.via sms;" Hey darling can you fuck off? Stop hogging my phone line, it is not meant for

2006-01-04T18:55:00.000-08:00

A lil bit of everything..Went to celebrate our one-year anniversary of working yesterday. Is just another one of our lame excuses to have fun and I just plainly think Ong is just looking for a good excuse to make our eardrums suffer. bleargh.We went to i-don't-even-know-the-name, a newly established karaoke place in Midvalley, it was tucked in a corner beside California fitness.Room is tad too

2005-12-30T17:36:00.000-08:00

My NestOn thursday night, I have came to the decision, to permanently STOP shopping at least until March 2006. March 2006-resume shopping activity, in fact I can shop for all the clothes,shoes,heels,bags, accecorries for next next year use cos I am going Bangkok then. Shop til I drop!=)Back to my thursday night, the reason on why I need to heed from my crazy buying spree, picture this;Open my

2005-12-29T17:35:00.000-08:00

Resolutions IInote for myself;16) I swear I am not going to swear/cursed/show any international sign at anyone who I think is driving like a moron even when I am stuck in the blardy traffic jam, take note, even when the bugger in front is crawling at the speed of a retarded snail when there's no car in front of him/her. I SWEAR ala girl scout style.Did I just swear?coughs*

2005-12-22T21:36:00.000-08:00

Seriously Obsessed* * *I am in dire need of help. I am so obsessed. This time is different from my past obsession of stila, potrait photos, tattoos, haircuts and the list goes on. This time I went nuts over..Airasia free air tickets and..I can't stop clicking to their webpage and my heart skipped a beat everytime I saw air ticket price stated RM0.00.Yeah..yeah I know I am such a cheapskate, but

2005-12-20T21:06:00.000-08:00

Wandering Soul..( nothing interesting to blog about, so i am just going to babble nonsense so get out before you get caught in my web of nagging..)* * *Wore a new pair of heels to work today, had enough of the pair of brown heels that I've worn for a year to work, they are worn and smelly. I want to appear professional or at least, try. But the new heels is killing me, they are like 3inch tall,

2005-12-19T18:28:00.000-08:00

The Wishlist and the ResolutionI am freaking gonna blog about my new year resolutions and well my wishlist;)Wishlist;this is going to be about material needs, to put it in a simpler perspective, things I WANT;1) PDA; mostly because i am addicted to email and reading blogs, while i can play games whilst waiting for some unpunctual/irresponsible jerk/bitch (usually clients,retarded designer who

2005-12-15T16:59:00.000-08:00

Top 3 Partial Retard of 2005A simple dedication to all the moron of 2005. I even created a name for all these special individual..'partial retard', simply means, these morons are by all means not entirely stupid, just part of their brain is basically fried or torched under the scorching sun for too long to function properly. See, partial brain malfunction thus they only have half a brain to

2005-12-13T20:29:00.000-08:00

Family..yesterday,while in the office, my mum rang me up early in the morning, 11am, too early for my mum, for those who knows her, her wake up time is 12.00pm thus 11am is early, i wonder what's the important issue..me : yes? mum: aiyoh, you know, your little bro forged your dad's signature and wrote a letter to the college and said that he wants to quit college.." me : ....speechless for a

2005-12-06T21:52:00.000-08:00

First day blues..can't seems to figure out how blogspot works though it has been years since it was set up..or so..i think,shall find some magic solution (courtesy to harry potter), anyone with Blogapumpkinjuice whatever..i am not good at creating potion names anyway.how do i figure it out?well..after clicking on every single buttons imaginable, begged a friend in msn for help, okay,no reply..